Can Only Go Up From Here!

Starting Weight: 202.2
Current Weight: 193.8
Weight Loss: 8.4

Funny title eh? I was driving home from Herbal Magic today, (which I have gone up if you haven't noticed, well actually I've been going down, but I'll tell you the story after I explain the title.) as I was saying, I was driving home and this song came on the radio, It was Up! from Shania Twain, you probably know it. I starting singing it and had a little bit of a chuckle because obviously I don't want to go up! But honestly the song kind of made me feel a little better. If I changed it to "can only go down from here!" that would make this my song haha.

Right, as you can see from my last post, which was a long time ago (opps), I was 190!! Amazing right?! Well I pulled one of my usual, "I did good! Now lets party!!!" So that weekend I ate, and drank and completely forgot about my supplements. Obviously when I went into Herbal Magic on the Monday, things were not pretty. I was all the way up to 196! Can you believe that! Honestly it wasn't all fat, it was probably water storage because of all the salt. So on Tuesday I tried to get back into it, and I went down to 194.2. Which is the drop I expected because of the water storage. On Wednesday I was at about 193.8. Not as much of a drop as I wanted, but to be honest, I was not trying as much as I should have been. I didn't go in Thursday because I'm lazy and today I am still 193.8. I am very upset if you can't tell. To be on track (which is 2 pounds per week) I should be down 14 lbs by Monday. Eeekk, that is so not going to happen. I will be lucky if I'm down to 10 pounds by Monday.

I don't know what I'm going to do, I don't have any motivation. I definitely haven't had one perfect day since I started about a month ago. Like I always say, If I was a shut in, this thing would be perfect!

Alright, I'm going to stop complaining. Here's my goal, I will change one bad habit until it sticks, then I will change another bad habit until each day is perfect. Tomorrow will be breakfast. The girl at Herbal Magic said I should try having cottage cheese for breakfast. I love cottage cheese :) So I will eat that for breakfast. I will try to not have starch for breakfast all week. Let's see how that goes... cross your fingers!

S.