GAHHH

Starting Weight: 202.2
Current Weight: 194.2
Weight Loss: 8.0

I don't know, I'm just having a bad day, even though I went down 0.2 lbs. Just bad food choices, bad attitude, kinda crappy weather. Blahhhhhh. Everything is just setting me off. Turns out, Thomas pointed out that my so called "Goal Date" is wrong. (Stupid lady at Herbal Magic can't even count) So I won't be at my goal weight by my birthday.... Do you know how angry that makes me. The actual goal date is November 13th I think she said. That's so far away! You know, I don't really mind about the date, I just wish I didn't get my hopes up about being skinny for my birthday.

I defiantly have zero motivation right now. It's probably PMS and I'm sure the motivation will come back in a couple of days, but seriously I feel like I want to scream right now! I have way too much stress at school right now, its nearing the middle of the semester and next week is the week before our mid summer break. So the teachers crammed so many tests right before the break. I don't think I will be able to make it to that! Seriously my head feels like it's going to explode!

I'm not happy..... : / ..... I need a strong drink....

S.